I’m not feeling good. I’ve been having chest pains (below the breast) for the last couple of days. I don’t feel like it’s something I need to rush over to the hospital for… I think it has more to do with my mental well-being. I have no idea WHY but it just feels like something is BUGGING ME or something IS WRONG. I had really bad feelings in the days leading up to 9/11. I can’t recall if it’s the same KIND of feeling I’m having now, but something is not sitting well with me.
I had a weird dream last night. One of the most disturbing points involved a letter I sent with an unsettling message. I also dreamt about buying a candle that had a special wick, and I found an african-american artist who kept telling me over and over that all of her paintings were done for her soul, not to make money. You wouldn’t think any of these things were related per say, but when I did a dream analysis of the symbols in my dream last night, it kind of had a message… I’m wondering if it has anything to do with why I’m feeling so lousy?
Letter / Message: To dream that you are sending a message, suggests that there is an important message that you need to convey. There is something that you need to let others know.
Painting: To see a painting in your dream, represents your need for self-expression. The painting is symbolic of your intuition and inner realizations.
Candle: If you see an unlit candle, then it denotes feelings of rejection or disappointments. You are not utilizing your fullest potential.
There is something I’ve been wanting to do so badly for close to a year now, but I am waiting upon someone else. And this quote says it all, “The man who goes alone can start today, but he who travels with another must wait till that other is ready.” - Henry David Thoreau
Hmm, I’d say go for it - what are you waiting for? If it’s making you unhappy or you feel like you’re missing something as a result of not doing this “thing,” you need to jump the gun!
I agree with Bobbi - I say jump in with both feet. I’m the type of person to do this, and drag everyone else along with me because I don’t want to live in the “well, I probably SHOULD have…” mind frame. You get one life - why not use it to its fullest extent? Good luck! And I hope your chest pains are better!!